These moments when my feelings break in like a storm leave me viewing life with a new perspective. Lot of things come at once..like a single dose containing years of a daily drug. It's a particular feeling, hard, scary, endless.
As if I were sitting in front of the beach, watching the sea come and go, watching the waves born, grow and break on the rocks. I feel all of my memories, my heart itself speeding up, everything coming just at once.
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I have come to think i only need a bit of support and a little bit of affection to go back to who i am supposed to be... as if i were still a little kid..
Sometimes i'd like to see me with the eyes God does to see everything more clear.